So, something happened today that made me think about a lot of things.
In my international relations class, i got a B+ in one of my papers. I mean I know i didn’t put much work into it. I did rush the ending a little but even with that, i usually achieve an A-.
Professor Mitchell is a very hard grader. I accept the B+ and understand what i need to do for next time.
This is not the problem.
My ‘friends with benefit’ man is in this class with me. He is a very bright individual and in actuality, that’s his most appealing quality. Well, he did his paper last minute, right before class without as much preparation as myself, for instance.
He acquired an A-. I know. WTF. At first i was like, Are you serious? but then i realized, this ‘friends with benefits’ man is really brilliant. I mean, i knew this but i never admired it.
Although still upset he did better, it weirdly turned me on. It also scared me because it questioned my intelligence. Then i realized that shouldn’t matter; who is essentially smarter than the other.
Either way, i can’t be getting this grade in that class. I need to pick! but, that’s my personal problem.
I learned something different today.
Now how to make my ‘friends with benefit’ man MY ONLY Man??
i’ts a lost transition?
Yeah, about that.